Shame

[Intro]
All this shit done stayed the same
Smokin’, prayin’ day to day — will it change?
No, it won’t change
[Verse 1]
Grab the gen, I’m down to play
Put the gun up to my head, I pull the trigger, let it spray
Now I’m dead — no better days
Gave up on my dreams today
People always told me it ain’t ever gonna change
Now I’m dead without identity, dreams done turned to shame
Only wanted happiness but left the world, can’t stand this pain
[Chorus]
Missed my sister, now I’m with her
Finally dead without the shame
Missed partner, shot him, blew his brain
My Bible dusty, I ain’t pray
[Verse 2]
Miss my sister — drugs done took her away
Now I’m cryin’, stuck inside my brain
Could I save her? It’s too late
It’s my fault, I should’ve prayed