Ours

And ill see you every now and then but I guess its not enough everything I do is not enough for me so 
ill be here even if it hurts just because I hate myself 
even if it hurts doesn’t mean I dont try hard
 

And I dont hear from you and soon all I will be 

every night I lose some more and 
every day I hear it more and
every night I want some more and
every night I lose my mind
every night I lose some more and
 every day I hear it more and every night I lose control and every night I lose my mind


And today doesn’t seem so bad but I need some help everything I do doesn’t seem the way I go 
and you’ll be everything you said you didnt want to be everything you said you didnt want to be


every night I lose some more and 
every day I hear it more and 
every night I want some more and 
every night I lose my mind
Every night I lose some more and 
every day I hear it more and 
every night I lose control and
 every night I lose my mind


I dont hear from you
but soon all I will be 
I dont hate you but
 I dont see you at all