Drowning

As the needle
Enters
Deep inside
You’ll numb the pain
A temporary peace
Insanity takes hold
You're living in shame

Chasing the dragon
You’ll numb the pain
Drowning
In shadows of fear the source is your only friend

Void life
Why try
So I
Will die in my sleep tonight

My mind never understood
Selfish acts of indulgence
It’s all the same

You suffer in shame
Lost In darkness, can’t find your way
Sober living or not living at all
Pick your piece lay yourself to rest this time will you fall

Chasing a high
A future so unclear
Nothing happy here just living in fear
It’s been here all along
Just living in my thoughts
Try to take me out
But I’m still holding on

Believe believe
all of this is for nothing
Believe believe
My pain is my suffering
Believe believe
All of this is for nothing
Believe believe….

Sober or dead time to decide
end of the line nowhere to hide

Die

Slow