Scream (Feat. Delirious)

I got this feeling in my mind, it makes me wanna scream
I hear these voices all the time, and they invade my dreams
I wanna lose this madness, but it always follows me
Kill me please, I can't take this let me rest in peace

I hear them talking to me, saying to end my mother fucking life again
I'm tired trying to fight this shit, my body and my mind is sick
And I just can't deny I wanna die, don't wanna try again
But as I write this shit, I realize that the mic is my best friend
Unwinding me from thinking suicidally or violent
Either that, or premonitions of me getting high again
Every day's a struggle, when these fucking jobs ain't hiring
While you be living comfortably, I'm about to beat your smile in
Fuck around and try me bitch, I been on the (edge)
And really something gotta give, before I run out of (bread)
If I ain't back to selling drugs, then kicking doors will be next
And you don't wanna see me come in with no mask on my head
(KILL 'EM ALL)... I wish I wasn't stuck in my head
When the voices start talking, I can't ignore what they said
I'm a born and bred piece of shit yo, my life is a mess
Trying to climb out this pit, but I always slip every step
And like Delirious, I'm truly delirious, man it's serious
I'm fearing it will get to a point that it's like a period (pop)
Bloody, disgusting is how I see me in the mirror
It keep getting worse and worse, my issues building like a pyramid
I'm rearing at myself, like tarantulas when you nearing them
Feeling like I'm near my end, and all that I keep hearing is
These whispers in my ear and shit, they want me to bleed
And every time I try and yell, they fucking muffle my screams

I got this feeling in my mind, it makes me wanna scream
I hear these voices all the time, and they invade my dreams
I wanna lose this madness, but it always follows me
Kill me please, I can't take this let me rest in peace

I feel insane on the daily, so fucking cold and I feel like I'm changing
Face these demons but I lose every day
Can't succumb to the pressure I wanna end it with a blade
So encumbered by this loneliness and I don't wanna change
So damn bitter and emotionless and I can't see my face
Cannot look into the mirror I don't like what I see
Cannot stand to see myself I know the problem is me
It's hard to take this pain away when all they do is scream
Feel so haunted by the voices I don't wanna fucking sleep
Lacerate myself in hopes that it'll end it all with ease
So engulfed by these emotions I'll unravel at the seams
Dedicated to deprecation I bleed out in the streets
Fall apart from the opposition and crumble at its' feet
Hate this feeling of depression feel so weighted it's a mess
Smash my face into the wall and bludgeon until I'm fucking DEAD
Why should I try and be more than anything but worthless
I'm just another loser and my death will be a service
Purposeless, a burden of a person; certainly I know that I deserve this
Serpents bleed me dry, and then it's curtains; crucified for blasphemous excursions
Servitude to demons is my purpose; burn in Hell, forever in this furnace

I got this feeling in my mind, it makes me wanna scream
I hear these voices all the time, and they invade my dreams
I wanna lose this madness, but it always follows me
Kill me please, I can't take this let me rest in peace
I got this feeling in my mind, it makes me wanna scream
I hear these voices all the time, and they invade my dreams
I wanna lose this madness, but it always follows me
Kill me please, I can't take this let me rest in peace
I got this feeling in my mind, it makes me wanna scream
I hear these voices all the time, and they invade my dreams
I wanna lose this madness, but it always follows me
Kill me please, I can't take this let me rest in peace