Numb
Abe Parker
4:07Talking to the wall 'cause, at least, I hear an echo, oh-oh Carrying my cross 'til my spirit has to let go, oh-oh Gave up finding one good reason I've stopped trying to stop this bleedin', no-oh Runnin' out of all these alibis When they ask me how I'm holding on I can feel me cavin' in And now all that I can say It is, it is, it is what it is All the things I couldn't change I lay with someone else's sins Let my soul just fly away All the way up to heaven's light I pound those gates with no reply Yeah, mm And I feel everything and nothin' at the same time And the pain is so exquisite, I don't even ask why You're walking on the water that I'm drowning in Thought I heard a whisper, was it just the wind again? Or the trail of blood I'm following Only leads me back to my door? And if I'm the one to blame I guess all that I could say It is, it is, it is what it is All the things I couldn't change I lay with someone else's sins Let my soul just fly away All the way up to heaven's light I pound those gates with no reply, oh Oh, and I grow numb, but I don't weep Wake up, but I don't sleep And I didn't choose this hell Oh, and I'm the wolf from all the sheep Wake up, but I don't sleep Father, save me from myself, oh It is, it is, it is, it is And my soul's gone numb My words go dry But you alone keep me alive It is what it is