Deviant

I feel the walls getting closer

Lost soul
Without a silver lining
In pain I roam the earth
Falling apart
Expose my deviancy
Ready to pour out my heart
For all the world to see
I stare into the mirror
Filled with impurity

Every night when the darkness takes over
I feel the walls getting closer and closer

I'm reaching out
Is anybody out there
Help me out
An engine running low
Lost in the crowd
Is anybody out there
Anybody
Is anybody listening
Feel the guilt slowly sinking in
Chokin on excuses - oh it's deafening
Is anybody out there
Anybody

I'm holding on to a single strand of hope once found
Constant pressure, I'm falling
When will I hit the ground

Deafening
Thoughts of clarity
It's testing me relentlessly
Coalescing shades of grey
There is no remedy
Wish for a way to disappear
Disgrace flows in my veins
There's nothing for me here

Deafening
When I speak to myself
Your looks they lock me in
My personal hell

Wish for a way to disappear
Feels like there is nothing for me
Nothing for me here

Every night when the darkness takes over
I feel the walls getting closer

I'm reaching out
Is anybody out there
Help me out
An engine running low
Lost in the crowd
Is anybody out there
Anybody
Is anybody listening
Feel the guilt slowly sinking in
Chokin on excuses - oh it's deafening
Is anybody out there
Anybody