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Once again, it's a familiar place I'm in
Better yet to be wasted for the interim
Full well, I know the feebleness
Of a broken down body getting stripped away

Better yet to be something of an animal
Maybe low like a dog, or something uglier
When I'm face to face with the reality of masculinity
That's getting stripped away

I'm running from the hell you carved in me
Holding back to hear you scream
One last time so I can sleep

Deeper than the sharp pain goes, much bigger the pathos
The harder to let go of all you damaged egos, it's true
Duty bound to heed the call of always something negative
Never the love you give, it's true
Think of me every time you cry
And when you're alone, and you want to die
So that way, I will be always on your mind

Never knew, never thought I could be had by a sister
With a sinister view and nothing deep inside
Thought I could be the super sensitive guy
Who could ride out the extra mile
What I caught was the familiar scent of a damaged little pretty
And I whispered that it couldn't be true
Couldn't be true
But in the end I knew with you
My heart would get stripped away

I'm running from the hell you carved in me
Holding back to hear you scream
One last time so I can sleep

Deeper than the sharp pain goes, much bigger the pathos
The harder to let go of all you damaged egos, it's true
Duty bound to heed the call of always something negative
Never the love you give, it's true
Think of me every time you cry
And when you're alone, and you want to die
So that way, I will be always on your

Always
Always on your mind
Always
Always on your mind

I'm running from the hell you carved in me
Holding back, to hear you screaming all for
Screaming all for
Screaming all for me
All for me
All for me
All for