Priority

I wasn't born yesterday
People come and people go
Wondering if i could fine
A place that finally feels like home

When is my turn?
To feel what other people feel
Unrequited love
Everything's the same when i'm gone

Cause i don't know how to be loved
I don't know how to be someone's priority
And i never had someone that can love me again
I don't want to feel that way
So i'm trying to be alone
Acting like i'm fine
So let me keep my feelings to myself

Don't want to check my phone right now
No texts or calls why do i care
Driving my car got no one to see
I just want to clear my head

Drinking all alone
Fake dialogues in my head
Talking to myself
I don't believe in love

I don't know how to be loved
I don't know how to be someone's priority
And i never had someone that can love me again
I don't want to feel that way
So i'm trying to be alone
Acting like i'm fine
So let me keep my feelings to myself

I've been struggling
Fell out of love
But can't they just understand me
No one knows
How lonely it gets
I keep on trying
For validations
But all i ever did was never enough
I hate myself

I don't know how to be loved
I don't know how to be someone's priority
And i never had a bestfriend that stays long by my side
So i'm trying to be alone
Acting like i'm fine
So let me keep my feelings to myself