Golden Abyss

Stay, the moment never does
More ways to feel a lack of trust
What happened then, the days all blend
No proof if anything was real
A fever dream, that's all it seems
The view became so unclear
Reality, I don't feel, ah
Question everything, even me
Time, distorted and frayed
I would sign but the rules were never laid out
Pushed and pulled and grabbed and mulled
Over thoughts about why we're here
Who was I then, why did it end
A childhood lost to fear
Reality, I don't feel, ah
Question everything, even me
Always second guessing, never sleep again
Stop, take a second to wind back
And remember the sun on your face
During hot summer days
Or the cold breeze and falling leaves in October
There's the book fair, I swear, those years
Reality was a friend of me
Now it's my enemy
Anxiety, responsibility, regret
Taking the most of me
I don't know what to do
Try to tell myself it's just in my head
Reality, I don't feel, ah
Question everything, even me
Never sleep again
Reality, in my dreams, ah
Question all I see, it's too easy
Always sleeping
Reality, I don't feel, ah
Question everything, even me
Never sleep again