Pull Out, Sink In

(Just focus now)
(You're not gone)
(Pull yourself out)
(No one will do it for you)
Oh, it's everything I want
Oh, it's everything I want

There's just something in me that'll never change
I know what it takes to pull me out
There's just something missing that I can't explain
I know what it takes to find it now

Living all your minutes in a hurry
Wondering where all your days went
Laughing with your thumbs on your phone
Home alone, sitting there in silence
I said what I need and I got it all
I got everything and it's not enough
I feel like I'm being pulled at both ends
And I start to panic, to panic
Let mе catch my breath
Coming up for air and I get the bеnds
So I go back in, sinking in the sand
Until my head's pulled in, I don't hear what you're saying
I don't want your hand, just let me catch my breath
I'll get what I get, only dead ends
This is pulling punches to be content
This is jumping off and seeing where I land

And it's everything I want
(There's just something in me that'll never change)
Oh, it's everything I want
Oh, it's everything I want, oh yeah
(There's just something in me that'll never change)
(I know what it takes to pull me out)
Oh, it's everything I want, oh yeah
(There's just something in me that'll never change)
(I know what it takes to pull me out)
Oh, it's everything I want
(There's just something in me that'll never change)
(I know what it takes to pull me out)

I walked to the river
Put the sun in your hand
Fake a smile and giggle
You said you would always bring me through the deep
You promise passage to me
You push me in as I leave
"Settle down, sink in"

Why am I so surprised?
I know who the fuck you are
Fall for it every time

You said you would always bring me through the deep
You promise passage to me
You push me in as I leave
"Settle down, sink in"