If Only You Knew

So much on my mind, I'm tryna feed us
You say I work way too much, if only you knew, oh
Blue beach in the Maldives, that's where I see us
There's so much out there we have to see

If only you knew, oh
You see my head down, come around, try and pick it up, pick it up
But you don't
See everything, and that's fine with me 'cause I know

Sometimes I'm hard to manage, you're so understanding
When things don't go as planned and I go crazy in a panic
I don't take it for granted, I'm so well aware that
You're the only thing that brings me back when I get lost

If only you knew, oh
You see my head down, come around, try and pick it up, pick it up
But you don't
See everything, and that's fine with me 'cause I know

I got everything I need here
Spent a long time feelin' big fears
If it all goes south, know you'll still be right here
Down to ride
When they all talk, I don't feed that
Brush it off, no thoughts, let 'em be mad
They all love to wish down 'cause they never been up
Now they see that's where we headed and they all done had enough
I know, that's a hard pill to swallow
And I know what it's like when you're lookin' up from the bottom
And the whole world look hollow
Tough lookin' at tomorrow
And you probably don't know that
You the reason I made it out, I'm thankful
Give you anything to repay it

If only you knew, oh
You see my head down, come around, try and pick it up, pick it up
But you don't
See everything, and that's fine with me 'cause I know

Sometimes I'm hard to manage, you're so understanding
When things don't go as planned and I go crazy in a panic
I don't take it for granted, I'm so well aware that
You're the only thing that brings me back when I get lost

If only you knew, oh
You see my head down, come around, try and pick it up, pick it up
But you don't
See everything, and that's fine with me 'cause I know