2016

I haven't felt a thing since 2016
I miss my life when I was only 15
And I was feeling better, then I got clean
But when I got out, there was no one there for me
It's kinda crazy how they care when you're okay
But when you're crashing out, they don't know what to say
You only care about yourself, that's what you do
I should've realized that this is nothing new

All this time, all this time away
Come back home, nothing feels the same
I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not
I wish I never was

All this time, all gets washed away
Can't go home, counting down the days
I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not
I wish I never was

And I had everything I needed back then
But I took everything for granted, goddamn
I miss when I could call somebody my friend
Without a second thought about a bad intent
It's kinda crazy how we never get it back
The love you feel before you paint it over black
We never think about the things we wanna do
Before you look back at a life you never knew

All this time, all this time away
Come back home, nothing feels the same
I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not
I wish I never was

All this time, all this time away
Come back home, nothing feels the same
I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not
I wish I never was

All this time, all gets washed away
Can't go home, counting the days
I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not
I wish I never was

All this time, all this time away
Come back home, nothing feels the same
I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not
I wish I never was