Second Guessing

You're gone with the wind in an instant
Like I never even knew you at all
Ties have been cut, doors slammed shut
Can't help but pick at my skin and withdrawal

My mind has grown legs and it's running
A million miles a minute
And you're down the hall, so I heard you call
My name early this morning

But maybe I'm making shit up in my head
Again
Wouldn't be the first time, keep losing my mind
An entire lifetime of hard drawn deadlines
That I keep setting and sticking too
And now I'm drunk on a Tuesday missing you

'Cause I'm second guessing
My decisions every night
Press replay a hundred times
I, I
Swear I feel delusional
You show up in every dream
What is it with you and me?
I'm always second guessing

I'm almost used to this pit in my stomach
But I still can't stand to stomach the thought of you next to her
I should've known better, should've known you'd resent me
And I would get bitter, oh

Again
Wouldn't be the first time, I keep losing my mind
An entire lifetime of hard drawn deadlines
That I keep setting and sticking in to
And now I'm drunk on a Wednesday missing you

'Cause I'm second guessing
My decision every night
Press replay a hundred times
I, I
I swear I feel delusional
You show up in every dream
What is it with you and me?
I'm always second guessing

Everything we could've been, every word I ever said
Every look upon your face, how I careless, threw away
Every good thing that we had, everything, I want it back
I'm alright, but now I'm unsure that I can take this anymore

Second guessing
My decisions every night
Press replay a hundred times
I swear I feel delusional
You show up in every dream
What is it with you and me?
I'm always second guessing