Tumor

They love to love you, love to love you when you're up
They never touch you, never touch your blood and guts
In neverland, you're never free
You see what you want to see
I've been watching the swelling grow
I've always known

When this is over, I'll need a surgery
'Cause you were a tumor
You'll leave a hole inside of me
It's high risk, not hopeless, I'm conscious
When this is over, when this is over
I'll still be letting it grow

Wish I could say, wish I could say I didn't know
But I had the vision, had the feeling all along
Still I followed, I took your lead
Swallowed the toxic, magic weeds
I've been watching the swelling grow
I've always known

When this is over, I'll need a surgery
'Cause you were a tumor
You'll leave a hole inside of me
It's high risk, not hopeless, I'm conscious
When this is over, when this is over
I'll still be letting it grow