My Girl

I ain't the same, did I fall off?
The things I chase, now seem corrupt
I hope that I see that I'm enough
I can't compete with who I was
But I'm still the one, it's no surprise at all
That you'd expect me to bite, but no sir (no sir)
This ain't what you want, so leave me behind
Cus I'm a different type of girl, dead inside, but I achieve things
My real life masked by so much pretense
If I know I'm blessed, why can't I feel it?
Something ain't right
But woah she low key fly my girl, dead inside but she achieve things
Don't mind that face it's just her defense
Got one project in but now she tweakin'
Oh I'm sure she's fine
Now honestly I think I'm stuck
On who I want to be when it's all said and done
And I'm ashamed of what was
I'm scared you'll learn the things I'm running from
Want to escape? Well then it's on tonight
I heard you wanna get it poppin right? (alright)
I bet you get this all the time
Damn... I think you may be right (so what)
Cus I'm a different type of girl, dead inside, but I achieve things
My real life masked by so much pretense
If I know I'm blessed, why can't I feel it?
Something ain't right
But woah she low key fly my girl, dead inside but she achieve things
Don't mind that face it's just her defense
Got one project in but now she tweakin'
Oh I'm sure she's fine
Look I don't even know what that was
So I crash out again to remember
At least you now know what I'm on
So please hold my hand cus i just
Want to escape, so its on tonight
I heard you wanna get it poppin' right? (alright)
I bet you get this all the time
Who told you I was shy
Cus I'm a different type of girl, dead inside, but I achieve things
My real life masked by so much pretense
If I know I'm blessed, why can't I feel it?
Something ain't right
But woah she low key fly my girl, dead inside but she achieve things (that's my girl)
Don't mind that face it's just her defense
Got one project in but now she tweakin'
Oh I'm sure she's fine