Suffering

I've thrown aside my worries
But the cares they bite me back
I'm taking twenty vitamins a day
For the iron I lack
I don't need food I don't need sleep
Don't tell me that I'm wrong
I don't know what I'm doing
But can you please just play along
My head is made of flowers
And my body made of steel
Cause I can't think
Can't hear can't feel
They say
A picture's worth a thousand words
But I disagree
I can't imagine anything
Cause I can't see
I won't break the ice though what else
Is there to do
Cause suffering in silence is better
Than suffering with you
So I jumped out with a parachute
But the ground caught me off guard
Karma for the rules I break
The ones I disregard
I can feel the tension rising
What fate is worse than this
Stuck between the ones I love
And the ones I miss
My head is made of shrubbery
And my body made of stone
Cause I can't for the life of me
Reap what I have sown
They say
A picture's worth a thousand words
But I disagree
I can't imagine anything
Cause I can't see
I won't break the ice though what else
Is there to do
Cause suffering in silence is better
Than suffering with you
I try to sink and never float
Cause my head is underwater
I'm here by choice by my own hand
I'm a lamb sent into slaughter
I'm aware of my own body
I can feel beneath my skin
I can wash away my insecurities
But can't wash away my sin
They say
A picture's worth a thousand words
But I disagree
I can't imagine anything
Cause I can't see
I won't break the ice though what else
Is there to do
Cause suffering in silence is better
Than suffering with you