Clouds
J. Cole
4:03Are we out of time? I swear I want to like this Andre album When they announced it, I got all excited This artist I've admired is finally out of hiding Somehow, he got inspired, then decided It's time to break his silence, but he told us he's staying silent Playing flute instead of rhyming I'm like, "yeah, okay, that's cool, I'm behind it" Something different, but something's missing It felt way off, like watching Jordan play baseball Then I got suspicious, like Andre Did you let your inner critic win? Did you convince yourself that you isn't Him? Do you got hard drives full of hidden gems Locked behind computers and won't let us in? And listen, you don't have to, yeah, I get it, man But who am I supposed to listen to? Lil who? Or another rapper with ghost writers Whose only asset is that they visual? With all due respect, I'm sorta pissed at you 'Cause I've been hearing things you said in interviews And it's got me a bit confused Saying you too old to bring something new That isn't true, but who am I supposed to listen to? I'd rather hear from an old you than Just be stuck with hearing all your old tunes But who am I? Just one of your pupils with student pride Sometimes, it feel like you dead, but you alive I just pray before the day that you truly fly You feel like the gift God gave you was fully utilized And maybe this is foolish pride Like, what do I think I'm doing? I'm just a stranger out here asking this man for new music And you never listen to nobody except yourself So I know this is useless You dropped "Hey Ya" at the height of G-Unit And man, that's gangsta, you the ultimate non-conformist You kept pushing boundaries, exploring You taught us normal is boring That's the thing I love about you the most You reinvented yourself You raised the bar on what you expect of yourself But maybe, the bar got so high you can't even reach it Unsatisfied, start calling all your heaters decent Then you don't release it Honestly, it's hard to believe it 'Cause I heard all your features You got Killer Mike a Grammy, man, that joint was recent And look, no disrespect to him either, but dawg, you tweakin This all speculation, I don't know the reason either But my guess is that it's pressure It's probably easier to be a flute player Than one of the greatest rappers ever, ever And I know I'm sounding critical, but if I'm coming clean This got more to do with me and isn't you 'Cause you're an artist I aspire to Now you gone and retired I think my deepest fear is that I see myself inside of you It been three years and I've been quiet too And all this time, I've been inside the stu Everything I cook up feel meh, like it's kinda cool Got me really thinking like, "man, maybe my time is through" And you got nothing left to prove I'm still playing festivals to pay my team And fund the dreams that I'm yet to execute And every day, I'm less enthused to write a rhyme Or bless the booth Every thought ain't fresh and new Like when I was twenty-two When music was the place I would express it through I was fighting for respect, rapping like the rent was due I wanted the world to love me Now a couple friends will do Tell the truth — are these the thoughts you had? Is where you at where I'm headed to? So every year that I ain't heard from you The insecurities I'm working through feel like, for sure, they're true So please don't take it personal, but you moved on from rap And I don't think I got the courage to But keep your heart, 3 Stacks, keep your heart Share your art, 3 Stacks, share your art Share your thoughts, 3 Stacks, share your thoughts If I could be anyone, I'd be me, yeah yeah If I could be anyone, I'd be me, yeah yeah Maybe I'll start, 3 Stacks, maybe I'll start Maybe I'll start, 3 Stacks, maybe I'll start Maybe I'll start