Who I Am

How can I find a reason?
She ripped my heart to pieces
I'm broke, alone, and bleeding out
I've tried to walk the streets but
I'm crowded by lonely people
Only God can save me now

I could find another help me waste my time
Spend a couple hours under city street lights
I don't want a body just to help get by
Empty conversations lead to broken life lines
And no one knows how I'm feeling tonight
I'll get home, probably drink to ease my
Time alones usually spent by the window

But I'm trying to get better
Trynna find a place to start
Why'd you say forever if you knew we'd fall apart
It's harder to be honest when I don't know who I was
But who I am's not who I wanna be
Who I wanna be

I bet you know how I feel
Thinking you found something real
Just to have the sky fall on you
I never meant to hurt you
Just didn't think I deserved you
I still don't and I'll never forgive myself
I was finding new addictions that could quench my thirst
Just to realize they would hurt me worse
Nothing could ever make me feel like you did

And no one knows how I'm feeling tonight
I'll get home, probably drink to ease my
Time alone's usually spent by the window

Just trying to get better
Trynna find a place to start
Why'd you say forever if you knew we'd fall apart?
It's harder to be honest when I don't know who I was
But who I am's not who I wanna be

So I'm trying to get better
Trynna find a place to start
Why'd you say forever if you knew we'd fall apart?