Sinkhole

I found a sinkhole 
Waiting for me 
The night I met you 
Crouched down in the bathroom stall 
Dove into those first few nights 
His own lampshade, enough room in jail 
Flicked bulb and the old French 
Your room, and the rain, and what else?

For someone who talks 
As much as I do 
I was quiet around you 
Numbed out with a good feeling 
Fell asleep to the TV screaming 
It takes all of the strength 
Of my well-meaning ancestors staring me down not to make 
The ten minute drive to your house 
Park outside 
Sit around 

Somewhere out in black space 
There is a mountain shrouded in green 
Where the lovers 
Think of each other 
At the same time 

Last night 
I tried 
To spend time 
With someone new 
I did okay 
'Til he kissed me, I thought about you 
All your eyes that I wanted to see 
All your hands all over me 
Didn't realize I'd cried 
'Til I got outside 
He said it'd been nice, do it again sometime 

Somewhere out in black space 
There's a mountain shrouded in green 
Where the lovers 
Think of each other 
At the same time 
Somewhere out in black space 
There's a mountain shrouded in green 
Where the lovers 
Think of each other 
At the same time