Grayland

All alone
Glued to my bed 'cause my skin and bones
Ache like my head when you let me go
All the way home
Shut my blinds
I wanna feel like it's always night
Four days have passed since I've been outside
It's too cold

Oh, isn't it
Or do you still pretend
Not to feel

Turned into waves, to wash you away
But nothing would take you down
Rose to the clouds, fell back to the ground
Outside your house, to see where you are now

Wide awake
Toss and I turn 'till your rhythm breaks
My train of thought that deliberates
Where I'll go
Hope it stays
I feel less blue when the skies are grey
Or maybe my feelings have gone away
How should I know

Oh, maybe I
Learned from you, to pretend
Not to feel

Turned into waves, to wash you away
But nothing would take you down
Rose to the clouds, fell back to the ground
Outside your house, to see where you are now
And I did find what I was looking for