Struggle With The Beast

I called the hospital this morning
I was getting a feeling
Of losing my mind
Of losing control

I'm scaring my sister and my mom
My eyes aren't human but they're calm
The sun is in hiding
No rules I'm abiding

It's more to the story than my father said
It's more to this life than the life I've had
People are dying while i'm playing dead
I'm fucked up in my head

It's more to the story than my father said
It's more to this life than the life I've had
An angel is crying and she can't get out
Give life to the angel