Overwhelmed

I hide in this room
I'm not ready to see all those faces yet
I'll feel better soon
I keep on reminding myself
It's just a phase, once I'm through this haze 
It will be clear, I will be here, I am still here

So don't confuse this for me doubting 
Cos' I never want to be without him 
I'm just struggling 
Is that a thing that I can say out loud 
I need help I've always been too proud to ask 
I need help I've always been too proud to ask 

Overwhelmed with love
Overwhelmed with pain 
Overwhelmed with joy 
Overwhelmed with shame 

I try to explain how can you know roads you've walked before?
Guess I can't complain
How can I cry, but I've said goodbye to who I used to be 
Trapped beautifully, trapped but I'm free 

So don't confuse this for me doubting 
Cos' I never want to be without him 
I'm just struggling 
Is that a thing that I can say out loud 
I need help I've always been too proud to ask 
I need help I've always been too proud to ask 

Overwhelmed with love
Overwhelmed with pain 
Overwhelmed with joy 
Overwhelmed with shame 

So don't confuse this for me doubting 
Cos' I never want to be without him 
I'm just struggling 
Is that a thing that I can say out loud 
I need help I've always been too proud to ask 
I need help I've always been too proud to ask 

Overwhelmed