Blind And Absent

Help me remember what my thoughts were today
It doesn't matter because it comes and goes away
I try to find my thoughts behind my memory
Besides who cares if you're not listening to me
Listen to me
I draw a blank when I try to make up my mind
My first mistake was asking for your advice
But when I trust myself and go my own way
I don't need help at last I know
What to say
You point your finger at me carelessly
You think that I don't see you laughing
You point your finger at me carelessly
You think that I don't see you laughing
You tell me you're outside and cannot see within
You focus on the light and blind your mind again
My days are swept away by organizing life
But anyway, this world is cold
Take control
I can't remember, what was I going to say
Keeps getting closer as it runs further away
Help me forget my loss and subside my insane
It doesn't matter what it costs
I'll make my way
You point your finger at me carelessly
You think that I don't see you laughing at me
Are you awake in your mind or asleep?
Inside are you a shepherd or a sheep?
So, this I know
No place to go
You, where were you?
Where were you?
If I offend you, I guess you don't understand
Just think it over, please give me another chance
At first, it sounds absurd, why should you trust in me?
I sometimes ask myself to please, comfort me
A little bit of peace at least
And I have never felt so swallowed in this sea
Oh well, whatever, my whole life in front of me
Too busy waiting here for my doorbell to ring
Anticipating what will come
Can't you see?
You point your finger at me carelessly
You think that I don't see you laughing at me
Are you awake in your mind or asleep?
Inside are you a shepherd or a sheep?
You point your finger at me carelessly
You think that I don't see you laughing at me
Are you awake in your mind or asleep?
Inside are you a shepherd or a sheep?
So, this I know
No place to go
So, this I know
No place to go
You, where were you?
Where were you?