Why

Waiting for something
Tell me it's worth it, not all for nothing
I'm making assumptions

I think I fucked up but keep going
And then

Will you forgive me for all the times I didn't believe you?
When my end is near will you be with me?

Should I be trying?
Should I go meet you where all the others say they can feel you, hear you?
And see you, I guess

Why are you so hard to find?
And my reasons' running dry

Sometimes I wonder
If you're just something somebody made up
Are you really looking over my shoulder?

Will you forgive me for all the times I didn't believe you?
If my end is near will you be with me?
Will you forgive me for all the times I didn't believe you?

Why are you so hard to find?
And my reasons' running dry