The World Is Not Yours

I keep having this dream
More like a recollection of the past tense or it seems
First day of school was all a blur
I'm swagging blue sweats and my head's a nest of curls
Stomach vested with a fist of nerves
Who knew ten year old girls knew just what a faggot was?
That's what they calling me
Couldn't comprehend the thought of sexuality
Convincing me I'm a disease in quarantine
Never left a opportunity to a lover to leave me in scars
First love was cell phone
For all I knew, gay was a doomsday
Lynching they classmates by they necks like they done me
That was fun for the bully
But really I would put my fist to your mouth if you stood to me
Didn't have the strength to ruin me like you please
But sure had me thinking 'bout suicide on day three
Can't believe I'm seeing age 14
Now I'm drunk, puking on my old bedsheets
Mom's screaming "Where you been? What you done? What you drinking?"
Now I'm seizing and my vision's falling black to the ceiling
That was back then
Not a single sense of hope to help me see it
Still don't believe it
Trapping like a fucking fever, y'all were evil
Wouldn't throw your bitch a bone if she was feeling feeble

I can't think of the wrong dreamer
I can't think of the wrong dreamer
I can't think of the wrong dreamer
I can't think of the wrong dreamer
I can't think of the wrong dreamer
I can't think of the wrong dreamer

I keep having this dream
More like a recollection of the past tense and it's mean
I'll revolt until I kill the silence
Strike fear into the cowards that result in violence
Laugh when the gun turns on the evil ones
That's done something to the innocence of being young
Taking away the choice to live until your days are done
Convinced that your worth wasn't worth much
Convinced that your hurt wasn't worth much
All because your shoulder's getting roughed up
Fucked up, these type of convos got me fucked up
How you gon' make me feel like I don't deserve love?
How you gon' blast your homies that you know from third block?
Put a barrel on a nigga 'cause he's wearing red socks
Leave him in the park without a second thought
Thought we all human, guess not, that I forgot

I can't think of the wrong dreamer
Thought we all human, guess not, that I forgot
I can't think of the wrong dreamer
Thought we all human, guess not, that I forgot
I can't think of the wrong dreamer
Thought we all human, guess not, that I forgot
I can't think of the wrong dreamer
Thought we all human, guess not, that I forgot