Seven Months

Departed
Shipwrecked at the edge of the
Oceans,
Torn apart from the world,
Counting the dawns, counting every day.

My blood runs cold while I feel the frostbite.
My blood runs black while the grief corrupts me.
Waves assault me, as the tide rises.
How did I get to this?
Why did you leave my heart so numb?

Dusk and dawn horizons bring me another day,
Seven months are passed and thins will never be the same.
Pursuing a safe place for my blackened heart,
From the world afar, I am tasting the fear.

I promised every single God I won't forgive,
I promised every single God I won't forget,
Counting every scar that keeps me away,
From losing the thought of you.
How we can name ourselves free?
Every sense of warmth is lost.

Awaken
These are the hours of Grievance,
The hours of Penance,
The hours of ghosts, haunting my sleep.

Dusk and dawn horizons bring me another day,
Seven months are passed and thins will never be the same.
Pursuing a safe place for my blackened heart,
From the world afar, I am tasting the fear.