Not Getting Better

I stopped drinking down my demons
If that counts for something
But I'm still sleeping on the left side
If you were wondering
All the plants you left are dead
Guess they needed you like I did
Like I did

You know I don't show my feelings
No I just avoid them
Whenever anybody asks me if I'm moving forward
I just smile and hide the truth
Say I'm fine I'll cope without you
Without you

But if you really wanna know

I'm not getting better
I'm just growing old
I don't feel the sunlight
Like I feel the cold
They say times a healer
Well what do they know?
I'm not getting better
I'm just growing old

Leave the TV on all night
So I can hide the silence
Nothing's louder than the sound
Of my heart in denial
I'm a million miles from hope
I don't think I'll ever let go
No I won't let go

So if you really wanna know

I'm not getting better
I'm just growing old
I don't feel the sunlight
Like I feel the cold
They say times a healer
Well what do they know?
I'm not getting better
I'm just growing old

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh

No, I'm not getting better
I'm just growing old
I don't feel the sunlight
Like I feel the cold
They say times a healer
Well what do they know?
I'm not getting better
I'm just growing old
You know where my heart belongs
You know that I won't move on
You're the only one I'll ever want

You know where my heart belongs
You know that I won't move on
You're the only one I'll ever want

I'm not getting better