Art Of Letting Go

I don't even go to the gravesite it's too soon
Reliving that goodbye hell it might kill me too
Deep down I know that I need to
But I just can't go to the gravesite it's too soon
I try not to feel it
Maybe I'm just scared
Nothing's gonna heal it
Life's just that unfair
If I'm not numb then I'm a disaster
Yeah all I've ever known
Is how to run so I never mastered
The art of letting go
Of you
I'm not moving on just moving
Through
The art of letting go of you
Your memory hangs on the walls in the halls of my mind
I try to not wander down those but I do sometimes
I blame you, then God, then even myself
Since you left and went to heaven, down here's been hell
If I'm not numb then I'm a disaster
Yeah all I've ever known
Is how to run so I never mastered
The art of letting go
Of you
I'm not moving on just moving
Through
The art of letting go of you
You tried not to feel it
I guess you were scared
The needle didn't heal it
Hope you're better there
But damn it I still need you
Did you even care?
Didn't get to keep you
Life's just that unfair
If I'm not numb then I'm a disaster
Yeah all I've ever known
Is how to run so I never mastered
The art of letting go
Of you
I'm not moving on just moving
Through
The art of letting go of you