I Do

Don't go to weddings, no not anymore
Cuz I have these panic attacks at the door
Did you know that the scars are still so visible?

I stare at pictures of you on one knee
In disbelief you rewrote history
And the promise you broke is unforgivable

You twisted fairytales into a nightmare

I don't wanna call you, but I do
I don't wanna miss you, but I do
I just wanna kill you like it kills me
Thinking bout the way I'm still not over you
I don't wanna cry, but then I do
I don't wanna kiss you, but I do
I just wanna throw away the ring
Put on a black dress, tell the world I don't love you
Wish I could say I don't, but I do

My save the dates are scattered on the floor
Mixed in with tears as I play my guitar
All the songs I can't listen to anymore

Love bombs, they fell to earth so perfectly
Then blew up once you had control of me
Now I'm searching through ashes from a time before

You twisted fairytales into a nightmare

I don't wanna call you, but I do
I don't wanna miss you, but I do
I just wanna kill you like it kills me
Thinking bout the way I'm still not over you
I don't wanna cry, but then I do
I don't wanna kiss you, but I do
I just wanna throw away the ring
Put on a black dress, tell the world I don't love you
Wish I could say I don't, but I do

Wish I could say I don't, but I do
Wish I could say I don't, but I do
Wish I could say I don't, but I do

I don't wanna call you, but I do
I don't wanna miss you, but I do
I just wanna kill you like it kills me
Thinking bout the way I'm still not over you
I don't wanna cry, but then I do
I don't wanna kiss you, but I do
I just wanna throw away the ring
Put on a black dress, tell the world I don't love you
Wish I could say I don't, but I do