Pain Myself

At end of the day
when my thoughts drift astray
there's a painful arrow
It is short and narrow
And the night follows
I feel sad and hollow
The morning brings sunshine
but the loss is still mine
It was all I had
it was there in my hand
l'm buried in sand
in an arid land
I pain myself
I pain myself
I can't restrain myself
The pain on myself
I pain myself
Pain on ourselves
Pains itself
is an empty shell

Would you lean into me?
Would you come to me closer?
And fasten me down.
And fasten me down
Would you pressure my skin?
Would you pressure my veins?
Force the toxins out
Force the toxins out
It was all I had
it was there in my hand
l'm buried in sand
in an arid land
I pain myself
I pain myself
I can't restrain myself
The pain on myself
I pain myself
Pain on ourselves
Pains itself