Vacant

I've been breathing slowly, tell me something holy
Every word you say feels like sugar down my veins
I don't know you, but I pretend to (I pretend to)
And we say we'll never change, no one ever stays the same
And I'll show you (I'll show you) how I'll lose myself for you

Now every day we're complacent, emotionally vacant
And I can't wait to fade into somebody else
Now every day we're all faking, and it kills me to say it
But I've managed to blame myself somehow

Can I confess there's a question on my mind?
Is what you left unaddressed starting to haunt you?
Well, I don't blame you
But now I feel coerced by the words in your white lies
I'll be the first, I'm the worst, but I'm below you
So watch me drown myself for you

Now every day we're complacent, emotionally vacant
And I can't wait to fade into somebody else
Now every day we're all faking, and it kills me to say it
But I've managed to blame myself somehow

But it'll come back around
You're only here to see me drown
But you're no better now
You're only in it for yourself

Now every day we're complacent, emotionally vacant
And I can't wait to fade into somebody else
Now every day we're all faking, and it kills me to say it
But I've managed to blame myself somehow

Now every day we're complacent, emotionally vacant
And I can't wait to fade into somebody else
Now every day we're all faking, and it kills me to say it
But I've managed to blame myself somehow