Collateral Trauma

This real life

I'm proud of me, that's all that matter
I never got love or support from nobody who I cherish
I done cashed in my heart, time after time and left embarrassed
I stand out like the Eiffel Tower, everywhere I go people starin'
I can't tell you if I'm stable, I lost friend after friend
These niggas accepted bein' broke, he don't even got no future plan
They told me you was sluttin' her out, but you gon' lie, so I'll pretend
I chase the money 'cause it's gon' make sure that I have a happy endin'

Couple months ago, I couldn't even sleep unless I cried for hours
I'm talkin' 4-7, 3-6 t-shirt felt like a towel
I'm always the friend somebody need, but no one I can call
They call yo' phone to spend yo' cheese, not when yo' back against the wall
Yeah, I taught these niggas everything they know, I'm the reason they evolved
I'm drop dick all up through her stomach, I ain't jackin' off
I had to chill, I tried to leave 'em dead, every time they piss me off
Showed you my worth, know all my bitches, I ain't had to make a boss
He was police, now he rap, he think he Ricky Ross
I ain't never called no escort to come and top me off
I showed you love, it was from the heart, don't think you was gettin' off
'Cause you know like I know, you a die, I ain't never took no loss

I'm proud of me, that's all that matter
I never got love or support from nobody who I cherish
I done cashed in my heart, time after time and left embarrassed
I stand out like the Eiffel Tower, everywhere I go people starin'
I can't tell you if I'm stable, I lost friend after friend
These niggas accepted bein' broke, he don't even got no future plan
They told me you was sluttin' her out, but you gon' lie, so I'll pretend
I chase the money 'cause it's gon' make sure that I have a happy endin'

I'm on this mission by myself
Gotta make sure that my son's son's son see this wealth
I ain't passin' down no trauma, my kid ain't gettin' hit by no belt
Yo' dumbass can't read comments, he ain't never read none for his self
Yeah, you down bad postin' banks, you need to open one yourself
Yo' dumbass went against the grain, now show 'em what you have left
I have 'em hangin' from a frame or put his picture on your chest
Ask any bitch, they gon' tell you I'm the best they wish I kept

Yeah, this real life
This my life, for life
Forever Franchise