Haunting Me

I don't want to give in
But it's pointless
In the end it's gonna happen
Feel it burning in my chest
Can't escape it
I try to run but I wear myself out
They always say keep holding on
But I've stuck it out for long enough
Palms bleed, I'm losing my grip
Losing to ghosts in my head
Hard to see the bright side sitting in the dark
Hard to stay alive when your mind is a graveyard

I've been trying not to break apart
But it's been haunting me
Yeah, it's haunting me
I'm pretending I am not my scars
But it's been haunting me
Yeah, it's haunting me
It's haunting me

Yeah, it's haunting me
It's haunting me
Yeah, it's haunting me
It's haunting me

Don't really care to find faith
Cause it's pointless
And the doubt's my only comfort
Feel like running
Cause I'm always
In the wrong place
At the wrong time
With the wrong words
They always say keep holding on
But I've stuck it out for long enough
Palms bleed, I'm losing my grip
Losing to ghosts in my head

I've been trying not to break apart
But it's been haunting me
Yeah, it's haunting me
I'm pretending I am not my scars
But it's been haunting me
Yeah, it's haunting me
It's haunting me

You know I'm so tired of faking a smile
When I know I'm a mess inside
Been letting my heart bleed
When, really, I just need
To leave and find my peace of mind

I've been trying not to break apart
But it's been haunting me
Yeah, it's haunting me
I'm pretending I am not my scars
But it's been haunting me
Yeah, it's haunting me
It's haunting me
I've been trying not to break apart
But it's been haunting me
Yeah, it's haunting me
I'm pretending I am not my scars
But it's been haunting me
Yeah, it's haunting me
It's haunting me

Yeah, it's haunting me
It's haunting me
Yeah, it's haunting me
It's haunting me