My Fault (Feat. Deebaby)

I'm really one of them ones
They be thinkin' this shit easy, I had to grind for this shit
Finally made it out
You live and you learn
Don't take life for granted
They like, "Why your head spinnin'?"
And God always watchin'

I kept askin' 'bout that other nigga, told me she wasn't fuckin' with him
Damn, that's my fault for sure, for tryin' to put trust in a ho
God, I ain't askin' for too much, all I need is hope
Forgive me if I gotta spank an opp, them bitches gotta go

Like why this world gotta be a cold-ass game?
Downin' Percocets so I don't feel no pain
They say he ain't got no heart, always look mad and keep shit real
That's 'cause he can't let nobody get to him and let them feel like they can play with you
I brush off the pain like it's okay, I'ma be alright
'Member sneakin' out the house to stack that bread like all night
I ain't have nowhere to go, movin' to the dark side
You know me, I keep a pole, catch an opp, it's on sight
They like why your head spinnin'?
I be up every day, I gotta pray the guys gon' beat their sentence
They just got switched back-to-back like fuck tryna get them out them trenches
But I know it's hard for real when them niggas love spinnin' (yeah)
Love spinnin', my young niggas love spinnin'
The streets a cold game, ain't no love in it
When you stuck inside that environment, it's hard to leave
They think this shit was easy for me, it was hard to be
The best, I can't get no rest
Granny back up on that coke again, that shit there hurt my chest
I was feelin' like I ain't have shit, I made it out them slums
Niggas mad about these bitches, they fuck us all, that shit be nothin'

I kept askin' 'bout that other nigga, told me she wasn't fuckin' with him
Damn, that's my fault for sure, for tryin' to put trust in a ho
God, I ain't askin' for too much, all I need is hope
Forgive me if I gotta spank an opp, them bitches gotta go

Niggas say they trained to go, then why when we pull up, they leave?
That's my baby, that's my ho, she eat that dick up like she teethin'
Fuck these niggas and their kids, I want them little bitches grievin'
I thought we moved by them laws until they almost left mine bleedin'
Fuck 'em, yeah, bitch, you can have that ho, we gone
I'm stayin' loyal 'til my ho was findin' shit all on my phone (yeah)
I go PJ when I want, I go everywhere alone (yeah)
I go Maybach when I feel, brand new car 'fore I get home
I go exotic, hear me right, get that bass up out your tone
Started with a digi' clock, but that's for weighin' grams on
Liquid sprayin' CBD, yeah, they lows, but they P's
Oh, you said you got finessed by who? And fuck you, that was me
Oh, lately I've been countin' check after check, oh Lord
You put my heart through too much pain, love gone, love scarred
Loved her when I was comin' up, but I can't fuck with her no more
Turned to an opp when we fell off, was still expectin' her a car
You want a Benz, huh? Turn up with your friends, huh?
We was broke back then, now she want us 'cause we rich now
It's kinda hard to stay legit when niggas playin' on your mentions
For every time they shitted on us, we outside, holdin' our wrist up

Love spinnin', my young niggas love spinnin'
The streets a cold game, ain't no love in it
When you stuck inside that environment, it's hard to leave
They think this shit was easy for me, it was hard to be
The best