Darkness Of My Room

Fractured my sanity
'Cause I feel like I'm losing it, getting no truth from it
What should I do with this, this multiple person?
I feel I have worsened, I'm pacing and cursing

Day after day, the struggle is real
My mind's in a cave, thoughts so grave
But what can I say? I'm drowning in pain
Follow me now, I'm six-feet deep
Keep inching it, inching it with worms, I sleep
What's seed in the mud grew into a leech

No good for you, no good for me
Laying awake at night
My stomach, it rumbles, the bugs are alive
Crawling the walls, I keep hearing them fly
Static infesting my brain to a fry
Plug in the television, and I pop in the tape
A midnight escape

Talk to myself and asking, "Am I okay
Or am I just dreaming of what awaits?"
Burning grace, it melts my face
I'm smothered in smoke 'til I scream awake
Dripping in sweat from a lucid state
Eyes roll back, I'm stuck in place

In the darkness of my room
My life is consumed, surrounded by doom
In the darkness of my room
Nowhere I can move, I'm stuck in this gloom

In the darkness of my room
My life is consumed, surrounded by doom
In the darkness of my room
Nowhere I can move, I'm stuck in this gloom

Ain't seen the sun, and I don't know, I can't remember
Wanting to slumber for the summer, so I can rumble in the winter
Head on a bender diving in deep
Pinching myself just to keep me from sleep
Creeping up, it starts so steep, I'm fighting to stay on my feet

Burning me down is every bit of news
Every bill when rent is due
Writing it seems is my only tool to get my mind off all the bull
Was labeled a fool from birth, I grew up into a mess of a mind
Outcast, stay alone at my side
Outlast, I don't need you to try

I get on my own, I know I got issues
But don't you too?
Everyone has said some shit, but can we make it through?
Heavy the head, glued to the bed
Will I wake up, or will I be dead?
This is the tales of a broken man
This is the story that never ends

In the darkness of my room
My life is consumed, surrounded by doom
In the darkness of my room
Nowhere I can move, I'm stuck in this gloom

In the darkness of my room
My life is consumed, surrounded by doom
In the darkness of my room
Nowhere I can move, I'm stuck in this gloom

In the darkness of my room
In the darkness of my room
In the darkness of my room