I Don'T Wanna Be Angry

I don't wanna be angry, what has anger ever helped?
Just wanna know that you're with me
Don't care if I die with words unsaid
But now I'm beating my soles to the pavement
Like the tarmacs done me wrong
Just wanna find the perfect placement
Of my voice within your song

When I step onto that ferry
And the man demands his pay
I'll say everything was temporary
All the joy and all the pain

Didn't wanna be emotional, does that make me a coward?
Harsh white noise carving through my skull
Sitting motionless for hours
These worries won't save my fate 'cause none of it is real
Just mental games I choose to play
Tryna control how I feel

When I step onto that ferry
And the man demands his pay
I'll say everything was temporary
All the joy and all the pain
But 'til finally my body is floating down the Styx
I'll have to try and find peace of mind in feeling all of this

Feel planets above us swirl, atoms spin a Catherine wheel
This is all we really have, and that ain't such a bad deal
Knowing me, knowing you with no abstraction
Love ain't just a feeling, love's an action

When I step onto that ferry
And the man demands his pay
I'll say everything was temporary
All the joy and all the pain
But 'til finally my body is floating down the Styx
I'll have to try and find peace of mind in feeling all of this