Danaids: Fifty Knives At Dawn
Beat Nomads
7:48Abélard, my master, my flame You taught my mind and stirred my veins By candlelight, I traced your words Sharper than swords, yet tender as rain The cloister walls whispered of sin Yet in our union, truth began Not merely flesh, but thought entwined— A solace of soul, a marriage of mind But the world will not allow What heaven itself once blessed in vow And shadows gathered round our name The ink of love became our chain O letters in flame, I write through the night Ashes of passion still burning bright A vow too heavy, a grief too true Yet nothing can silence my soul that loves you Letters in flame, carved deep in our fate The cost of desire was exile and hate But though veils cover and distance remains My heart still bleeds through these letters in flame They called me bride, then tore us apart Justice they claimed, but vengeance struck hard You bore a ruin none can repair And I, to the convent, was driven in prayer Though habit binds and psalms I recite Your face returns in the candlelight Astrolabe remains our shadowed star Born of a love the world could not guard Faith commands me still to hide Yet no hymn can still my tide For even clothed in vows austere Your voice resounds, forever near O letters in flame, I write through the night Ashes of passion still burning bright A vow too heavy, a grief too true Yet nothing can silence my soul that loves you Letters in flame, carved deep in our fate The cost of desire was exile and hate But though veils cover and distance remains My heart still bleeds through these letters in flame Do you not hear? My pen betrays The struggle of flesh and faith's array You preach salvation, I hear restraint But I recall the lover, not the saint Still I obey, I wear this chain Yet call you beloved, again and again If graves must hold what life denied Together we'll rest, where no vows divide O Abélard, the years decay Yet not the sorrow, nor the ache Our minds were fire, our hearts were flame The church may bind, but it cannot tame I live within these cloistered hours But memory breaks the highest tower If Heaven demands we walk apart Still eternity binds my heart O letters in flame, I write through the night Ashes of passion still burning bright A vow too heavy, a grief too true Yet nothing can silence my soul that loves you Letters in flame, carved deep in our fate The cost of desire was exile and hate But though veils cover and distance remains My heart still bleeds through these letters in flame If love could not be lived in life Let it be sung beyond time Together in silence, side by side Letters in flame shall never die