To My Biggest Fan

I've been waiting for this moment
Filled with so much glee
I can feel all the penlights 
are waving for me 

Even if I couldn't spot you
I know that you're here
Been preparing for weeks
So you notice my main appeal

Singing and dancing, I can do it all
Microphones, cameras, under my control
What will it take for you to show me your smile?

So many years in the making, my perfect plan
I'm just looking for your approval, my biggest fan
I don't want to disappoint you, I hope I can
make you see how much I have grown!

Now the entire world is cheering, it's so unreal
how this stage feels just like my own throne, and yet I feel
incomplete without your blessing, let me reveal
how to really make you feel proud!

Look! Who's been making the headlines?
A familiar face!
Magazines with my presence, on every page!

Crowds blush whenever they  see me, walking down the street
Why do you feel embarassed whenever our eyes meet?

Cute outfits and make up, taking breaths away
It won't satisfy you, judging every day
How can I prove to you that I've come this far?

So many years in the making, my perfect plan
I'm just looking for your approval, my dearest fan
I don't want to disappoint you, I hope I can
make you see how much I have grown!

How can I live as an idol? There's so much stress!
Rising up to reach for stardom, just to impress
that person that always follows, I need to guess
how I'll make you happy for me!

My dear admirer, I know you're here
I feel your stare through the glass
Am I too focused on my career
or way too stuck in the past?

My loved reflection, I won't deny
I'm very scared of what's new
But I assure you, it's not a lie 
I'll make everyone love you too

So many years in the making, my perfect plan
I'm just looking for your approval, my biggest fan
I don't want to disappoint you, I hope I can
make you see how much I have grown!

Now the entire world is cheering, it's so unreal
how this stage feels just like my own throne, and yet I feel
incomplete without your blessing, let me reveal
how to really make you feel proud!

Oh I couldn't be here without my biggest fan!