A Reason For Treason

Drops of terror running down my back 
And that warm breath on my neck 
A promise of a near relief 
Last ashes of trust buried  

Its embrace is both soft and firm 
Any trust gone 
Reality blinds me, pierces my eyes  
With everything they can't see  

just the emptiness and its constant burning 
why have you forsaken me 

you were all that I had left 
the last piece that kept me alive 
And now you're swinging at the end of a rope 

Watch me take the bait, suffocate 
A reason for treason 
Let the fear alienate, feed the hate 
A reason for treason 

Drowned again in solitude 
As your hands grab my neck 
Choke me with passion 
Hallucinations sleep, delirium is gone 
All the shields are down  
You have been forsaken  

Betrayed by my reason 
All the shields are down