Better Off Alone

I took a swig of my pride, or what's left of it
'Cause I don't have much fight left in me
You say you hate how I jug my defensiveness
And each time I'm here losin' my feet
I paid the prize for all my own mixed messages
The door slams each time you leave
I tried to talk, but my words won't make sense of it
I'm so sick of causin' you grief

There ain't no comfort in this silence, baby
Just tryna tell you what I'm hidin' lately
Head full of sirens, oh, it drives me crazy
What will it take for you to kill the noise?
Oh, can you hear through the walls that I've built 'round my soul
'Cause I can't let them go?
Just let me know
If I'm better off alone

All of this back and forth, know the way it takes the toll
Knowin' it rains, it pours, drownin' in how I did you wrong
You're my better half, so be careful how it lasts
I don't wanna lose you like sand fallin' through my hands

There ain't no comfort in this silence, baby
Just tryna tell you what I'm hidin' lately
Head full of sirens, oh, it drives me crazy
What will it take for you to kill the noise?
Oh, can you hear through the walls that I've built 'round my soul
'Cause I can't let them go?
Just let me know
If I'm better off alone

Just let me know
If I'm better off alone