Lying To Myself

Tell me once again
I'm more than just a friend
It's so overdramatic
I'm so fucking sad, it hurts

I just get so tired now
'Cause everytime I try and try and try again
I get some more resentment
If I call you from my bed just to say sorry again
I wish that I was better with the things I could've said

I'm upside down
I'm stuck in my doubts
Fold me, honey
'Cause I can't move

Tell me once again
I'm more than just a friend
It's so overdramatic
I'm so fucking sad, it hurts

But I pretend
I'm better than I am
And I don't really need you
Lying to myself again

I just get so tired now
'Cause all I do is try and try to be your friend
I fuck myself up in the end
So I call you from my bed just to say sorry again
'Cause I'll just wanna be the one to get you so upset

I'm upside down (upside down again)
I'm stuck in my doubts (stuck all up)
Fold me (fold me up), honey
'Cause I can't move ('cause I don't need you, don't need you)

Tell me once again
I'm more than just a friend
It's so overdramatic
I'm so fucking sad, it hurts

But I pretend
I'm better than I am
And I don't really need you
Lying to myself again

Tell me once again
I'm more than just a friend
It's so overdramatic
I'm so fucking sad, it hurts

But I pretend
I'm better than I am
And I don't really need you
Lying to myself again

Tell me once again
I'm more than just a friend
It's so overdramatic
I'm so fucking sad (tell, tell)