Barberryans

(We need a doctor, we didn't see)
They fucking lost it

I fucking lost it, never had it all along
Give me a do-over, I'll still get it wrong
Break me apart, bring me back where I belong
Reckless, cold, and heartless, spiraling darkness with no pending dawn

They fucking lost it
They fucking lost it
Wish I could find a way out
They fucking lost it
They fucking lost it
Wish I could take the blade out

I fucking lost it, growing toxic from the guilt
I feel the clock tick, turning caustic as I wilt
Pain for the pills, where the fucks the life I built
Call off all the searches, I know exactly where all the blood is spilled

Time to confess
Clear away all shame I've kept inside
Life is a mess
Out in the open, no emotion left to try to hide

Time to confess (they fucking lost it, they fucking lost it)
Clear away all shame I've kept inside (they fucking-)
Life is a mess (they fucking lost it, they fucking lost it)
Out in the open, no emotion left to try to hide (they fucking-)

Life is a mess, it's imperfectly fine
We've all got regrets and they stay close behind
Just polish each moment and hope that it shines
My life is a mess, but I guess that it's all mine

Life is a mess, it's imperfectly fine
We've all got regrets and they stay close behind
Just polish each moment and hope that it shines
My life is a mess, but I guess that it's all-

Life is a mess, it's imperfectly fine
We've all got regrets and they stay close behind
Polish each moment and hope that it shines
My life is a mess, but I guess that it's all mine

Life is a mess, it's imperfectly fine
We've all got regrets and they stay close behind
Polish each moment and hope that it shines
My life is a mess, yeah, my life is a mess