Honest

Love me, love me
Then you turn around and
Judge me, judge me
When I'm honest with you
Obviously y'all won't let me win
So fuck all of this
At least I'm honest
Yeah, yeah
At least I'm honest
Yeah, yeah

Love me or hate me I never changed up
I took a negative and I flipped it into a paystub
They don't know my story just what the media shows
The fame and money tend to bring out the greediest hoes
Growing up ain't had shit and my mama was bat shit
Split personalities in each one I would clash with
I can't hold you, she a soldier though
Beat cancer twice
Since I was three everything on me
And my pops ain't want me in his life
Fuck a dead beat, was never there
Seen I was famous now he tryna get in touch with me like I should care
It's fuck him though I hope he waste away
What kinda father sacrifices a relationship for 20K?

Love me, love me
Then you turn around and
Judge me, judge me
When I'm honest with you
Obviously y'all won't let me win
So fuck all of this
At least I'm honest
Yeah, yeah
At least I'm honest
Yeah, yeah

Now everyday I got rumors to clear up
Changing my image 'cause sometimes I hate what I see lookin' in the mirror
My trusting is like the world's against me
Got tough skin but they tried to cut me deep
It got me feeling empty
I swear I just wanna be understood
Speakin' my mind made me millions
I did more than what they thought I would
Feelin' like, "Fuck it" wanna fight the real
The realest ones dead and gone
Now I'm surrounded by these scheming' girls
Keep goin' up but they rather see me fail
Quick to set me up, learned when I was out in ATL (ATL ho)
Wish I could go back where I started at
Taking drugs to kill the pain when they wear off
Feel it crawling back

Love me, love me
Then you turn around and
Judge me, judge me
When I'm honest with you
Obviously y'all won't let me win
So fuck all of this
At least I'm honest
Yeah, yeah
At least I'm honest
Yeah, yeah