I'Ve Just Seen Too Much

Been walking through the fire
Wrestling down my share of doubts
Some days, it feels like I've been
Losing more than I have found
I won't tell you that I've got it all together
If you know me, then you know my faith has wavered

If you ask me how I know, I know He's real
I could believe that He's still with me
In spite of how it feels
If you ask me why I trust Him
When it feels like everything has come undone
All I can tell you is I've just seen too much

Even now, I couldn't tell you
I'm okay with everything
Yeah, I've begged for something different
There's still so much I would have changed
But even in the midst of all the hurting
I've seen enough to know that He's still working

If you ask me how I know, I know He's real
I could believe that He's still with me
In spite of how it feels
If you ask me why I trust Him
When it feels like everything has come undone
All I can tell you is I've just seen too much

Of His kindness, too much
Of His goodness, too much
Of His mercy that always follows me
I've seen too much of His patience
Too much of His faithfulness
I can't believe He's any less
Than all He's been to me

So if you ask me how I know, I know He's real
I could believe that He's still with me
In spite of how it feels
If you ask me why I trust Him
When it feels like everythin' has come undone

If you ask me how I know, I know He's real
I could believe that He's still with me
In spite of how it feels
If you ask me why I trust Him
When it feels like everything has come undone
All I can tell you is I've just seen too much

And I've just seen too much