My Shape (Blocking The Light)

My breath was too rough for the dog to bare
She turned her head
Like a disappointed mother
O brother
I've forgotten myself
We've forgotten each other
I am not clean
She can see I've gotten ugly
I am unkempt
I only wash so she'll fuck me

A whole year without a structured pant
I need time to adjust
All light is too white
Crawling out of my shell
O hell
I've forgotten myself
I am not well
She can see I've gone mad
I can hardly tell
She's says I'm pretty when I'm horny and sad
A whole year without a days work 
I've a calloused spirit
I can't just be a number again
Oh when
Will the people take back the years they are owed
Never a story told that wills them
I've forgotten myself
They never knew me
I had forgotten them
I had forgotten you
Your shape through the mass
Come to take me home
My time is leaving me
Hot breath on cold glass

Don't forget my shape
When I am blocking the light
It is still me there
In the shadow