Why Does The Night Sky Talk 2 Me?

The night sky leaves me & my mind decay
Trapped in these thoughts no they won't go away,
Moving on my own so its nothing to say. 
Tired of the clouds always being grey/
X2


My minds trapping me, rapidly, I'm alone and lost, caught in my thoughts, it's a cycle I'm hoping would get tossed, Tired loss, and its coming around often, its hard & it won't soften 
I'm suffering from exhaustion, 
It's all in the head, right? Guess I'm missing gist, 
Cuz, Love is perfect but we know nobody is,
So it's either hit or miss, and for me I been striking out, 
Now I'm scared to love, because transparencies been a doubt/
I'm down and out, sad but i still ill never pout
Thinking of the greatness, i can't be reaching for other routes,  
Been numbing the feelings out, for now, the prowl,
But The voices getting loud like a wolf when it howls/

The night sky leaves me & my mind decay
Trapped in these thoughts no they won't go away,
Moving on my own so its nothing to say. 
Tired of the clouds always being grey/
X2