Falling Up (Feat. 8485)

Fall in love
Don't know which way's up
Then start feeling really dumb
Think I never was enough (for you)

Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling up
Falling

Falling up to where it started, let the credits unroll
Back to when everything seemed just so simple
Wanna forget what you put me through
And all the reasons why I hate you

And all these thoughts and these feelings I get so overwhelmed
Can we go back a couple years, before I battered this hell?
I understand why you're hurting, but you don't treat me well
I miss the days I didn't hate myself

I can't go, I can't seem to see you like I did before
Just a few feet deeper in the undertow
Floating out to sea, or sinking down below
You took the best of me, you always do

And I can't forget looking into the glass
And the face staring back looked like you
So I might regret every step for the rest of my life
But what else can I do?

'Cause we could pretend it was not a dead end
But it wouldn't have meant we'd get through
And I have to grieve while I'm halfway through leaving
But sometimes you just have to choose (falling up)

I forget I am falling (falling up)
Falling up, but can't feel adapted (falling up)
I'm falling, I wish you would hurry up (falling up)
I wish you did hurry (falling up)
Falling up, I'm back where I started (falling up)
I can't seem to shed this and fall down (falling up)
Fall down, fall down, fall down (falling up)

Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)
Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)
Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)
Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)

Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)
Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)
Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)
Falling up (I'm falling, I'm falling up)

Don't know which way's up
Then start feeling really dumb
Think I never was enough (for you)
Fall in love

Then can't pick myself back up
No, you haven't had enough
Go drink someone else's blood
I'm done

And all my good deeds don't add up
I'll hurt myself to cheer you up
And maybe next time I'll fall up
Fly somewhere far above

Far from all the demons
Whose directive was to take
My good away and beat me up
Need an angel from above
Please protect my heart
Cradle me from brimstone
Wicked spells, and everything unjust
And then I can try to love