So Cold Interlude

It's hopeless
I'm a dirty fucking mess
Dirty mess
Another dirty fucking mess (nothing)
Dirty, dirty mess
Hopeless
I'm cold
It's hopeless

Laying awake in my bed at night
I can't sleep
I'm having Cold Visions
I'm staring at the ceiling

Laying awake in my bed at night
I can't sleep
I'm in a cold feeling
I can't feel, it's-

Felt so, felt so, for the first time
Felt, felt so, so cold for the first time (nothing)
I fell so, fell so hard, I can't get up
Fell so, fell so far, I feel fine (I fell down)
My way home, my place where I felt fine
I can't find, can't find, it's where I felt fine
So cold, so cold in this damn mind
It's so cold, so cold