Tl;Dr
Bladee
3:05It's hopeless I'm a dirty fucking mess Dirty mess Another dirty fucking mess (nothing) Dirty, dirty mess Hopeless I'm cold It's hopeless Laying awake in my bed at night I can't sleep I'm having Cold Visions I'm staring at the ceiling Laying awake in my bed at night I can't sleep I'm in a cold feeling I can't feel, it's- Felt so, felt so, for the first time Felt, felt so, so cold for the first time (nothing) I fell so, fell so hard, I can't get up Fell so, fell so far, I feel fine (I fell down) My way home, my place where I felt fine I can't find, can't find, it's where I felt fine So cold, so cold in this damn mind It's so cold, so cold