Already Be Dead

When I was a kid, you told me that you think
I won't get it 'til I'm older
Honestly, I thought I'd never understand
And I'd stay angry, oh-oh

But everything's changed
I've been learning I'm the same
'Cause the venom that you got
It's been dripping through my veins
I can feel it when I'm dancing all night, oh-oh

'Cause I'm in control
By only a thread
Oh, darlin', if I was you
I'd already be dead

Now I live alone, and I'm always in my brain
Miss the silence, extra loud, you could feel it ricochet
Like a bullet in the bone, now hold tight, oh-oh
Mmm

It's easy to forget
All the reasons not to cave
When you're feeling really sad
You're a human at the end of the day
Yeah, you could fuck your life up and throw it away

'Cause I'm in control
By only a thread
Oh, darlin', if I was you
I'd already be dead

My head is afloat
By the example you set
'Cause, darlin', if I was you
I'd already be dead