Wish I Said

Three, two, one

My phone lit up the other day
My heart stopped when I saw your name
30 minutes of small talk, kept my cool then I hung up
Then I thought of all the things I didn't say

I wish I
Told you all the ways that you let me down
Like back in June when I hit the ground
And I spent six months waiting on your call

Wish I'd
Brought up all the ways that you made it seem
Like you gave a shit about me
How all you ever made me feel was small

I wish I said it all

But it probably wouldn't change a thing
I'd still end up taking all the blame
For something that you said and I'd be the bad friend
You'd still hurt my feelings either way

I wish I
Told you all the ways that you let me down
Like back in June when I hit the ground
And I spent six months waiting on your call

Wish I'd
Brought up all the ways that you made it seem
Like you gave a shit about me
How all you ever made me feel was small

I wish I said it all
I wish I said it all

I hate the way you never listened
And I hate the way that I still miss ya
You never cared about me did ya?

I wish I
Told you all the ways that you let me down
'Cause I'm so sick of telling myself
How all you ever made me feel was small

I wish I said it all